Memories

I felt it would be better not to remember you, to never entertain the thought of your kiss upon my soul, but I long to feel the fire of your hot, hungering lips, lovingly pressed on my lips, the tender whispers you uttered softly in the night, once filled a part of my life I was a prisoner harnessed by your smile, led by your eyes, moved by your touch, and totally captivated by your being, but still, we couldn't make it through the storm, So now that things have changed, there will always be a special place you will hold deep in my heart, and I will cherish in my memories, the smile in your eyes, the softness of your lips, the sensuality in your walk I guess there will never by any describing, indescribably you.

A Long Long Day

Was up by 9.30am.... Suppose to head down Eunos and get our truck decorated.. But was lazing on the bed, not wanting to go get prepare. Thinking there will be enough people for it.. Look at my com, remind me of sending Chris e-mail. Open my mail, start flooding Chris and Trixy mailbox. Forwarding them with all the mails i got, mostly wma* files..

Decided to shower and head down at 12pm.. Thinking it will be done by then.. Only to find out when i was there, is was not done yet. * Slapz*





Edmund At Work! =P

Was helping out actually, was just giving comment.. Played with a dog which was passing by.. The dog look fat.. Haaz.. Hyper active and friendly.. Keep on jumping on me, and licking me..

Fat Rite? But Cute Yea!

Finally is all done... Went up to shower, get changed and moving off to geylang.. Meeting up with another dance troupe to head down Jurong West together.. Upon reaching we started our performance.


Perform!





Looking At Others Performing!




While Waiting To Move Out!





Waited for an hour before we started to move out.. There with be 9 places to go..












Ended at 11pm.. Head back to Eunos, tearing down of stuff, packing up and shower.. All was finally done by 12plus.. Then head for supper at the nearby coffee shop..



Mouse left his slipper in the lorry and please Edmund to carry him down. As he ain't wanna dirty his feet...

Mr Kenny ask me to drive his lorry back. As he need me to pick him up tomorrow. So i send him n his brother home(Punggol).. Then headed home to get a good rest... Oh~ By the way, i forgot to mention i had a fall during the performance leading to this....



Neh Neh De! Damn suay lor... Haizz.. This was due to the mistake make but the person who was behind me...

The Joke's On Me

I keep waiting for the phone to ring Yet I know it won't be you; I try to fill my life with busyness Yet all I do is think of you. What became of us And all our dreams and plans; How could you turn and walk away As I watched our castles turn to sand? Do you never even miss me Don't you long to caress my face; How could you forget so easily And You I can't erase? I want to be in your arms again To see the laughter in your eyes; But I guess the joke's on me And Oh! Was I surprised!

Take The Lead

Goodness!! I'm late... I'm suppose to wake at 11am, then head down to Eunos before 12pm.. But i woke at 11.45am instead of 11am... AhhhhHhhh~~~ Rush to get shower, changed and head to hail a cab.. As usual, i could not get a cab.. HmMm.... Maybe is because is a saturday, and everyone got their progess package.. Waited for 20mins for one.. And my stomach is aching like hell....

Rush to the toilet, once i got there.. Everyone was there, seem like they are all waiting for me. Getting done with it, i hopped into Alban car, Others hopped into Meh car... Heading to Jurong West. We getting our new Dragon dotted today.. Heez...

The PIE towards Jurong seem to be abit slow, As there a accident after Paya Lebar.. Geez.. Halfway thru the journey, Alban receive a call from the costume marker. She say our new costomer is ready to collect. Since we are some where near it.. We decided to collect it... Then down to Jurong West after it...



The rest was starting to changed when we reached.. Wanted to start changing when Mr keeny ask me not to. As he want me to follow him to Woodland to get his trunk for tomorrow.. So that i could drive the lorry back, while he drive the trunk.. And to get the neccesary stuff for tomorrow. Mouse is going with us.. Lalala~

Was kind of hungry on the way to Woodland, Mr Kenny suggest we get things done first, then we shall head for a meal. Crapping shit on the way there.. Started to get the stuff load up onto the lorry once we are there. Within half an hour, we are done with it. Chilling out at the office, logged into msn, yada yada awhile..

Decided to head back to Eunos to have the truck parked and head for all meal. Trixy called, Mouse answer the call as i was driving.. She ask whether we want to meet up for a movie later, is ok for me.. But Mouse was hesitating... *Wonder what's on his mind*

The weather was freaking hot.. Making me bad temper... Half spring chicken rice for me, chicken wing rice for Kenny and Bak Kut Teh for Mouse.. There a aunty who came to us for drinks..

Kenny: Tiger two bottles, three cup!


Me and Mouse lookig at him with our big eyes!!

*Shocked*

Kenny: Why? You all don't want to drink uh?

Qing: Is kind of early yea!

Mouse: ......

Kenny: Weather so hot! Beer could cool u down...

Me and Mouse: Oh~ Ok lor~



After getting our stomach fill, we chatted about a friend of our's.. Was kind of disappoint in things he's doing. Ain't know what his thinking about.. What so great about that BITCH? Haizz... Just hope he know what he doing and he won't regret for it.. I'm already giving up on him. No why! Is just irks me man!

Then head to where we park the truck.. Waiting for the rest of them to be back and do some stuff done for tomorrow. If not we won't have enough time.. While waiting, i dozed off on the canopy of the truck.. I'm just too tired and lack of sleep.. Mr Kenny came to wake me, he was afraid that i might fall.. Switch to a safer place to sleep..

The noise level woke me up, seeing all was back and getting stuff done.. Help out a little... Slack thru the rest of it. LoLx! Then Trixy called to confirm the meeting place and time. Meeting up at 10.30pm, Jurong Point. We be catching a show over there..

All started to leave around 8pm.. Leaving me, Ben and Ah Beng.. We head up to chill, was waiting for time to pass before meeting up with Chris, Trixy and SOMEONE.. Ben wanted to show us a disc, it was some kinda of stupid show regarding mahjong.. Damn stupid show.. Head for my shower and out for my movie..

Damn.. There totally no cab at all, wanted to call for one.. But can't get it.. Message Trixy, telling her i'll be late.. Long waiting period, managed to flag one after 40mins later.. Meet up with them, head over to the arcade since the show ain't starting yet.. The show is at 11.55pm. Title? Take The Lead..



Bought drinks n headed in for in. Is a very nice show(to me la). Maybe is because i like watching show regarding about dance. Enjoy the show alot.. Worth the price for it, i don't mind watching once more..

After that we went to have supper at a 24hrs coffee shop(some where in Jurong West).. Heks... The three of us some how was joining forces to suan Trixy.. I remember some thing like this..

Trixy was say this to Chris

Trixy: I want to eat fishball noodle!

Chris: Go order yourself lor!

Qing: * Burst into laughter *

Then i went to order drinks.. No idea why.. But Trixy was being suan by us thru out.. * Giggles *

It was almost 4am by then. Decided to head home as i need to wake at 9am later on... Shag out ler.. Shared a cab with SOMEONE, drop SOMEONE off at the door. Continue home, shower and drop dead on the bed.....

Midnight Fool

A cold, gray mist massages my heart, Our Oneness was fated, why tear us apart? Sharp icicles piercing, drain life from my soul, My spirit is grieving, Love, why must you go? Tonight in my sorrow, the phone by my ear, I traced out the number whose ring you won't hear, Pretended you whispered, your voice filled with love, "Sarah, you'll always be the most special one. " The pipes didn't clang, it's you finally knocking, The chimes at my window are you laughing softly! The floor didn't settle, it's you drawing near, The clock ticks the beat of your heart, so dear! I opened my arms overwhelmed with desire, Your kiss and caress would consume me in fire! I arched towards your body, to receive, be fulfilled, Then reality bared glist'ning fangs - I lay still. Now hot burning tears trace down - not tears! Can't face it, too hard, so achingly clear. See clouds of a storm? Hear thunder, see lightning? I'm laying in the rain, that's all, not crying. The mist's creeping back, so stealthy, so sure, Must search for the strength to heal, to endure. I reach for the stone to press to my heart, The gray dawn approaches, I've played the fool's part.

Was Caught In The Rain

Was damn tired and sleepy. Heard the sound of my cell ringing. But i ignored it. It rang continuously.. Damn. Force myself up to answer the call. It was from Ah Beng..

Beng: You still sleeping?

Qing: uMmm...(sleepy voice)

Beng: Is 4pm ler! You still don't want to wake up?

Qing: Uh? For?

Beng: We helping Kuan Feng today. Remember?

Qing: Orh..

Beng: Faster! Wake up! Suppose to reach at 3.30pm.. You are late!

Qing: Orh..

Beng: Faster la.. Wake up call me back uh..

Qing: Who's there?

Beng: Me and Siao Char Bor... Meh and Pui Kia on da way..

Qing: Orh.. I go showa and head down then..

Ended the call.. Went back to my sleep, was really too tired. But Beng calld me back at 5plus, knowing that i will head back to sleep.. Finally, i decided to wake up, shower and get going..



The sky was rather greyish when i head out. It started to pour while i was waiting for a cab... Got me all drench up.. Stupid! There isn't much cab around, mostly all being hired. Looking at my watch time was already 6pm.. Called for a cab, but the lines was engaged. Damn.. Walk further up, as there many people waiting for cab too.. Decided to walk infront of them..

Finally after half and hour of waiting, i board a cab, but i was damn wet then... Was about to reach when meh called, saying they was about to leave the place. Then i was kind of worried as i was almost reaching. Lucky me, they was still around when i reach.. Remember Meh was saying they was about to go? Guess what? I was there waited an hour before really going off...

















They was waiting for stuff to be done up before leaving. Leaving to a total of 6 places.. Ending at 12 plus... Upon reaching, we got changed and waited to get pay... Haa!!!



No la~ Helping then to pack up abit.. Then head to Kallang Mac for dinner i supposed... Eating halfway, i saw one of my ex-gf May(my second gf).. She didn't changed abit, only put on some weight.. Chatted for awhile with her before leaving.. Will post what's happen between me and her , some others days..

Headed down to my dance troupe to get some stuff done... All shit ended at 4am... Headed home and concuss, as i need to wake at 11am later onz...

Meant To Be

There once was a time if I just closed my eyes, I could see us together as one. But after these years of growing apart, I can see that dream is done. You were the one who knew me inside and out, And always knew just what to say. Any problems I had would disappear, When you said it would all be okay. There was always a special connection with us, And these days it seems to be gone. Whatever we had died a long time ago, But it's just so hard to move on. Those times I'd drown in the blue of your eyes, You never noticed a thing. There were nights I laid awake and thought, Of the love our friendship could bring. No matter how hard I've been trying, The truth is so hard to see. I guess it takes a while to let go, Of something not meant to be.

Thai Disco

Its thursday again, another training day.. Woke at 6pm.. Was chatting with a friend on the msn.. One of my ex-gf, Serene.. For more information about it, refer to the post below... Showa and headed out at 8pm.. I was late, damn late.. Hailed a cab down..

They had just done with some physical training when i reach.. Giving me a shag look. Giving them another 5 mins before commencing with the rest of the training.. Heks.. Today will be a shack day for them i... We going to push them to their limit...

Still Kind Of Fresh

Edmund~ Don't Cork up lei!!!

Kai Qi~ Don't Stand There And Watch!

Esmond Shag Out!

So it Him~


After that, We went over to chinatown for dinner(dinner or supper?). I'm meeting Jia Mei, Xiao Peng You and Kanny there.. Wondering what's taking the girls so long...
They arrive 50 mins later, where all had finish our food... Was nagging to Jia Mei.. She want to party later onz, hence we decided ova to the Thai Disco at Golden Mile(the one on the second level).. But we nidda wait till they finish their meal... =(







Leaving for Thai Disco, with only me, Mouse, Ah Beng, Jia Mei, Xiao Peng You and Kanny.. Went to look for the manager, ask him to get my bottle out and get us a table.. Drinking, Dancing, Enjoying the Live Band for Thailand...

















Headed home at 2.10am.. As Ah Beng need to return his dad the vehicle by 3.30am. And he need to send Xiao Peng You home, who's staying in Bukit Batok. While me, Jia Mei and Kenny took a cab home.. Decided to send Kanny home first(Punggol), coz Jia Mei want to come my house.. She want to play PS2.. Took her mobile out, buzz Mouse, ask him to join us.. He agreed to it...

I know Mouse won't come over, as he ain't got enough sleep earlier.. He ask Jia Mei to head home to get changed and showa first.. So he will go pick her up on the way to my house.. Haa.. Is just a plot of Mouse.. Trick Jia Mei to be home, then later on tell her, he damn tired.. Ain't coming out ler...



When i reach home, i call gave mouse a call.... True enough... She fell for it...