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Friday, June 30, 2006

Thanks To All Of You

I was down at work, but i going to make a excuse to leave the place early...
Why?
Because i'm going to celebrate my birthday @ Club Momo with all my Brothers and Sisters!!

Thanks Everyone!

P.S: Will upload the Pics Soon~~~~

Thursday, June 29, 2006

Missing You

The altar for you still shines,
Dust gathers on the sides,
But nothing can ever touch it.

I was the high priestess in the temple of you.
I need you more than I need cigarettes
You appeal to my damaged radar,
You entice my fragmented heart.
I can't remember ever feeling so empty
When I'm not in your arms.

My black nails are chipping
And my eyes are more haunted than I've ever let them appear.
My dreams taste of you
And I don't know my own pain anymore.....
Intermingled and laced with the loss of you.
I do need something
And I know its you
But I can't make my mouth
Form the words that dance along my lips.
That still shine in tear filled eyes.

You are my missing pieces,
You are my soul's brother.
And I feel your presence when you drive by.
I can't love another when I love you.
I can't claim passion for life when I want to die.
You took away all the essentials for my breath....
I have no heart, I have no passion, have no emotion.
You carry it around in your chest,
My heart still beating in you.

If I was stronger
I would tell you
I need you even more
Now that you're not here.

Frog Leg

Bought Macdonarld for Botak..

There seems to be some new girls around at work place...

Not much crowd today...

But there lots of girls today...

Damn...

Blocking my way...

As usual...

We went for supper after work...

Frog leg for supper....

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Second Chance

Long Ago
I knew you,
And every memory I shared with you

And how painful sometimes it is to remember
Every Word
Every Day
Every Time
I was with you

And how close I felt to something special
Something deep inside
You were a part of me
You had a part of
My Soul
My Heart
My Mind

And how every day I got up 'cause of you
And everyday I couldn't wait to see you

And how I regret those days I kept my silence
And how I wish I would have said something
said anything, to make you understand

And then we left
We stopped talking
It was my fault. It was.

And how I wish I could change that.

And how sometimes late at night, I can't fall asleep
cause I wish you were here
And how I wrap myself so closely with that blanket you used

Just to remember
Just to feel something
to feel a part of you

And how sometimes I lay lavishing myself in tears
Waiting, Longing, Yearning
to feel your touch

Just to be with you
Just to hold you
Just to kiss you.....once

And how some mornings I wake up reaching out for you
but you're not there
And sometimes I imagine that you care
And how once in a while I fantasize we'll talk
once again

And how I wish I could take my second chance
to be near you.

Bad Day

Headed down to Raffle City...

Pass Grace her stuff..

Then headed down to work...

Ricky Off today....

Haizz...

So Bored...

Looking at the Girls at my work place...

I feel sick man...

After work, headed down to Momo...

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Lone Wolf

" To soar like an eagle "
" To float like a feather "
are just two ways I've heard people
say that love makes them feel
The times that I said " I love you "
I felt like a wolf seeing the moon
I feel like I have come from the darkness into the light of the moon
but could do no more...
I could see and feel it's light,
and yet...
never know it's touch or even its pure warmth
I merely know its affect on others
From where I was I could not reach it
but I could see the birds flying to it
Being so close to it and yet...
still to far.
Alas, all I could do was watch the others
See, feel, and absorb the light without me
Then when I look around and see no one
I finally understand,
I am truly alone......

Late!

Was late for work today...

Heks...

Was been fucked by my boss....

But i got a excuse for it yeah!

There wasn't much customer around after 1.40am...

Leaving with only two room occupied...

At first, i thought we could end early today...

But there one customer to refuse to go off...

Stay till the end of it...

3am.....

Then we went for supper at Geylang...

Me, Botak and Ricky!

Monday, June 26, 2006

Longing To Forget

Your music moved me
Did things to my soul to make me love you
My facade would crumble
under your uncanny touch

Slow Like Molasses
Bittersweet in December
I never meant to draw you in...

Yet I don't think I can forget
What my heart longs to forget...

Cold walks in the rain
The summertime moon
And coffee at noon - it moved me

My dirty laundry in your hands
Whose eyes was I seeing you through?
Sweet angel you could have been perfect
But I didn't have the strength to hold you down.

And I don't think I'll ever forget
What this soul yearns to forget...
Cold walks in the rain
The summertime moon
And coffee at noon.

You moved me.

Busy Day

Went to work at 6pm...

Phew....

The place was farking pack....

Wonder why is so pack on a Monday...

Hmmm....

All those Tiko Uncle....

After work we went for supper at Geylang...

Wanted to have Thai food...

But the vendor had went back to Thailand....

Sunday, June 25, 2006

If I Could Let You Know

If I could let you know
The star that used to be ours
Doesn't shine anymore
How much I miss the way you used to kiss
The nights we shred
filled with joy and bliss
If I could let you know
The soft warm breeze
that used to blow around me
Is now gone and cold
If I could let you know
The flowers in my way
Don't bloom like before
Ever since the destiny took you away
If I could let you know
How much I appreciate the time
When we were one
The days when you were mine
When everything around us
was filled with life
We were louder than love
But I guess the heavens from up above
didn't accept us falling in love
I guess we wasn't meant to be
but why did you come to me?
I guess the destiny is the one to blame
If I could let you know
That I love you and that I miss you
My beautiful angel
and that if we couldn't be in this crazy world together
Someday I will be up there
with you forever.

First Day

It was the first day of work...

Well...

Is a starting for my night life job...

Hmmm.....

This won't be a permant job for me...

The most i will be in this line will be 1 year.

I working there for the sake of the high pay....

Saturday, June 24, 2006

After The Fall

I see you in my sleep
You haunt me like a ghost
I dream of our moment together
and my heart seems to fall
Why doust thou Romeo
cause me such pain?
Or is it my soul
that screams for such tragedy?
I feel strangely numb
and tears blind my eyes
I am a puppet
and I lay there in a coma
With nothing to keep me wake
I feel like walking away,
maybe it'll be easier
But so much of me wants to stay
For me love is an elixir
and you've given me a taste
Then you disappear
from my fairytale
And leave me alone in the closet
I wake up from my coma
Still hearing your soothing voice
Still seeing your handsome face
Still feeling your gentle touch
Although I feel such pain
and I know that I have a long road
to recovery
I feel a sense of peace
through my aching body

Rykiel

Waited for Zi Jie and Pei Pei to come over my house...

We meeting up to go Punggol...

Today was Rykiel One Month Old...

Heks...



Rykiel was Kenny Daugther...

Was kind of shocked when Chris call and ask to head down to Momo..

For what i know Chris isn't a Clubber...

It had been ages since he last club...

So agreed with it...

Meeting him 11.30pm at Momo...

But he, Trixy and Yijun was late....

I'm meeting Joy and Karen there also...




Was drunk that day...

All Thanks to Songster!

Friday, June 23, 2006

Broken Heart

I know you have been hurt
But you've also been there for me
Wish I couldn't see or feel
Your needs I could heal so easily

My pain hurts so much
I know where you've been
If I could only have one wish
It would be for you to let me in

We will both sit and wait
Until our hearts grow old
I can only pray and hope
One day I'll be the one you hold

Of all the times that we could be
I think that you and I
Could have had a real chance
I think it was meant to be

Over times we've both changed
Our kids have gone too
Still live our separate ways
Can't help but look back on all the olden days

It's many years later, still wondering why
We never did it, we never did try
Life is so precious and much too short
To both live like this, both with a broken heart . . .

Boring

Went to get my stuff done...

Get my hair cut and colour..

Was down at Suntec....

Meeting my Insurance agent...

Then meet up with Botak...

Went to have our meal...

Meet up with the rest of the group at Momo....

Thursday, June 22, 2006

Lost

So he sits and thinks
Of who he wants to be
What's inside of him
He can't even see.

He's life so perfect
Has always been his dream -
Something to never happen,
Or at least it seems.

If only he could have
Just that one special chance
To fall in love again
With just one glance.

The hurt, the pain
Has dulled he light
Cause the love of his life
Didn't treat him right.

Why did she make him cry
Why couldn't she even try
Why couldn't she tell him why
So many times, She said Goodbye

Lion Dance

Went for my Lion Dance Performance in the Morning...

Was kinda a shag day man...

It started at 11am till 5pm...

The sun was damn bloody hot man...

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

I Still Love

You were the first I'd had
The one I'd wanted for all time
And I was so glad
When I finally made you mine

We laughed and gazed
It was all so new to us
And one sweet night
You said you were in love

Then something went wrong
You wouldn't speak
And you wouldn't gaze
Without even caring
You said we were through

Now you've found another
And you share the stars above
But I just have to say
That I still love

Piano For Sales

Waking up early today...

As i need to head down to my Mom house at Chua Chu Kang.

I need to go there and get some photo taken..

Piano going for sales...



Anyone interested?

Interested party please leave down your contact yea~

Then went down to Causeway Point to have lunch with Grace.

Ah Beng came to pick me up after it..

We are having a lion dance performance later on...

Will be performing the item, we going to use for the compeition.



After that....

It was time for home....

Shag~

Go home and rest.....