Why Leave Me Alone Here

You told me that you loved me.. Why did you leave me to cry in the cold? You swore this time was different.. Why does that line seem so old? You told me I was the only one.. Who could make you feel that way? You told me that you cared about me.. So why didnt you stay? All the nights you laid with me.. Alone in the dark in my bed.. Now I finally realize.. You were just messing with my head.. Love is such a powerful word.. A word people often misuse.. Something they take for granted.. Something they beat and abuse.. My wounds run deep inside me.. There's blood all over the place.. I think I've really lost it this time.. Im ashamed to show my face..