A Summary Of July

Sorry to keep you peeps waiting yea! I apologise fer the late entry!! Was kind of too busy with some stuffs... Due to the poor time management i had... =P

Ok! Ok~

I shall summarize on the things i had done during the Month...


Just the same old stuff i had done during the earlier month... Only difference is i'm working... =)

It goes like this....

4pm - 4.30pm - Waking up time!

5pm - 5.30pm - Get prepare and headed down to work..

6pm - 9pm - Happy Hours @ my work place...
(Which is the peak period of my work place, when you don't even have the time to smoke)

9pm - 3am - Still working!!
(This is when we can start to relax abit)

3am - 6am - Time To Relax And Have Fun

What i mean Relax and Have Fun?

Well.... Is just some normal supper with colleauge, yada-ing at some coffee shop in Geylang, go shopping @ Mustafa, K-box/Movies @ Cineleisure, Drinking and dancing at some club like Club Momo, Estee, Geographer and gambling at colleauge house...

Geez.... All that make me feel tired... Plus the amount of alcohol i consume at work...

Often felt Exhausted! So usually when i home, i will shower and collapse on my bed.. Then same shit rotate the very next day.. Oh! I mean the whole month!

My only OFF day will be on Sat! Where i need to go for my lion dance training, as the competition is on the August....

Letting Go

There's nothing but the good country surrounding me. The moon is shining brightly over the tree tops and its reflection on the water is such a beautiful sight. This is a perfect place for two people who are in love ... As I sit here thinking about all the time I have wasted, just sorting out my life -- I never really realized what loneliness was until you were gone. It seemed as though things were going so good until one day you left without a single trace. All of our plans for the future were shattered. There was to be no more of you and I together. You were gone, gone forever. I still remember the times we shared, but slowly these memories are going too. One day they'll be gone just like you ... I'm trying desperately to find you and bring you back to me. I dream about you every day and pray that you'll come back, but it's hopeless. There's no use in pretending, cause deep down in my heart I know you've found another. Someone to take my place, someone who'll love you -- but never like I loved you. And even though you've found another, I'll be true to you, even though you've asked me not to ... My life seems so meaningless now. I'm useless - why was I ever placed on this earth? What purpose do I serve? None, none whatsoever. People tell me that another will come along and take your place, but where is he? Who is he? Sometimes I feel like giving up on life, on love, on everything, but I can't. My spirits won't let me. I must go on - with or without you. The things that ever really meant anything to me are gone - vanished - never to come back to me again. All I have left now is my dignity, but slowly that is slipping away too ... I have to get a grip on myself -- I can't let this get me down. Life must go on. Maybe it's good that the memories are going, maybe then I can go on with my life as meaningless as it seems now. I don't hold it against you because you left me. It's like they always say, "Let him go and if he really loves you, he'll come back to you." But it's not that simple, now is it? The only way to having true love is to realize that someday it may be lost. Believe me, I realized that a long time ago ... The funny thing about all of this is if you were to come back - I actually don't believe I would take you back. I don't deserve such pain and torture. If you left me once, you could do it again ... Goodbye, my long lost love - maybe we'll meet again some day.