No Longer There

Why is it that we can never remain friends? We were so close when we were together. I thought of you as my best friend but now that we are no longer a couple it seems as if we've lost our trust, our trust in each other and our love. You say you want to be good friends, but how can you think that I would hurt you or tell your secrets that you told me while we laid in each others arms I wouldn't and couldn't ever hurt you I can't be mad at you because it hurts to much it hurts not to hear your voice or not to see your face. I miss you but I try to put you out of my mind so that my heart won't ache anymore I wish I didn't care so much. I wish I didn't miss you but I do and I try to deny it and I try to pretend I don't care but I do