Same Old Shit! Different Day!

Nothing seem to be changing...
In the whole of August, things all still the same...
It just like a routine, going on and on....

What i do every day is just
Sleep.....
Work......
Club..........

I had been indulge in alcohol almost every day...
Out of 31 days...
Maybe i stay clear of alcohol like 10 days!

Geez......

Wonder when this routine is gonna stop!

But at there one more things that came into my life...
A Girl, Name Si Ti Fen Ni....
Well....
I'll just hope it work out fine for us.
And is just ain't like what happen before...
I'm really kind of tired of it..
Everythings seem to be quite fine for us at the moment...
Hope things will remain this way....

I was damn pek chek about what happen today....
Really spoilt my day...
Making me low in my mood...

After work, went over to K-Box @ cine...
It was raining heavily when we left K-Box.
Was drenched, while waiting for a cab home..

Home at 7am...

This shall conclude the post of August...
Starting for September...
I shall resume normal blogging...

One more things to add...
I miss my group of pals...
Ever since i started working this job...
There rarely time for us to meet up...
Miss the days when we used to hang out...

Miss my Trixy Mei!
Hope things is fine for her..
Been ages since we last met..

I missing Laine and Songster too..
Ever since they left Momo...
It seem so boring...

I know i'm late...
Anyway....
Happy Belated Birthday Laine!

Ok!
I'm hitting the sheet...
Still need to wake for work later...
And i'm off the next day...
Yes!!!!

P.S:
I'm sorry if i had treat u coldly today...
I really ain't got the mood to sms.
And sorry to kept u waiting for my sms, even when you are so beat.

A Summary Of July

Sorry to keep you peeps waiting yea! I apologise fer the late entry!! Was kind of too busy with some stuffs... Due to the poor time management i had... =P

Ok! Ok~

I shall summarize on the things i had done during the Month...


Just the same old stuff i had done during the earlier month... Only difference is i'm working... =)

It goes like this....

4pm - 4.30pm - Waking up time!

5pm - 5.30pm - Get prepare and headed down to work..

6pm - 9pm - Happy Hours @ my work place...
(Which is the peak period of my work place, when you don't even have the time to smoke)

9pm - 3am - Still working!!
(This is when we can start to relax abit)

3am - 6am - Time To Relax And Have Fun

What i mean Relax and Have Fun?

Well.... Is just some normal supper with colleauge, yada-ing at some coffee shop in Geylang, go shopping @ Mustafa, K-box/Movies @ Cineleisure, Drinking and dancing at some club like Club Momo, Estee, Geographer and gambling at colleauge house...

Geez.... All that make me feel tired... Plus the amount of alcohol i consume at work...

Often felt Exhausted! So usually when i home, i will shower and collapse on my bed.. Then same shit rotate the very next day.. Oh! I mean the whole month!

My only OFF day will be on Sat! Where i need to go for my lion dance training, as the competition is on the August....

Letting Go

There's nothing but the good country surrounding me. The moon is shining brightly over the tree tops and its reflection on the water is such a beautiful sight. This is a perfect place for two people who are in love ... As I sit here thinking about all the time I have wasted, just sorting out my life -- I never really realized what loneliness was until you were gone. It seemed as though things were going so good until one day you left without a single trace. All of our plans for the future were shattered. There was to be no more of you and I together. You were gone, gone forever. I still remember the times we shared, but slowly these memories are going too. One day they'll be gone just like you ... I'm trying desperately to find you and bring you back to me. I dream about you every day and pray that you'll come back, but it's hopeless. There's no use in pretending, cause deep down in my heart I know you've found another. Someone to take my place, someone who'll love you -- but never like I loved you. And even though you've found another, I'll be true to you, even though you've asked me not to ... My life seems so meaningless now. I'm useless - why was I ever placed on this earth? What purpose do I serve? None, none whatsoever. People tell me that another will come along and take your place, but where is he? Who is he? Sometimes I feel like giving up on life, on love, on everything, but I can't. My spirits won't let me. I must go on - with or without you. The things that ever really meant anything to me are gone - vanished - never to come back to me again. All I have left now is my dignity, but slowly that is slipping away too ... I have to get a grip on myself -- I can't let this get me down. Life must go on. Maybe it's good that the memories are going, maybe then I can go on with my life as meaningless as it seems now. I don't hold it against you because you left me. It's like they always say, "Let him go and if he really loves you, he'll come back to you." But it's not that simple, now is it? The only way to having true love is to realize that someday it may be lost. Believe me, I realized that a long time ago ... The funny thing about all of this is if you were to come back - I actually don't believe I would take you back. I don't deserve such pain and torture. If you left me once, you could do it again ... Goodbye, my long lost love - maybe we'll meet again some day.

Thanks To All Of You

I was down at work, but i going to make a excuse to leave the place early...
Why?
Because i'm going to celebrate my birthday @ Club Momo with all my Brothers and Sisters!!

Thanks Everyone!

P.S: Will upload the Pics Soon~~~~

Missing You

The altar for you still shines, Dust gathers on the sides, But nothing can ever touch it. I was the high priestess in the temple of you. I need you more than I need cigarettes You appeal to my damaged radar, You entice my fragmented heart. I can't remember ever feeling so empty When I'm not in your arms. My black nails are chipping And my eyes are more haunted than I've ever let them appear. My dreams taste of you And I don't know my own pain anymore..... Intermingled and laced with the loss of you. I do need something And I know its you But I can't make my mouth Form the words that dance along my lips. That still shine in tear filled eyes. You are my missing pieces, You are my soul's brother. And I feel your presence when you drive by. I can't love another when I love you. I can't claim passion for life when I want to die. You took away all the essentials for my breath.... I have no heart, I have no passion, have no emotion. You carry it around in your chest, My heart still beating in you. If I was stronger I would tell you I need you even more Now that you're not here.

Frog Leg

Bought Macdonarld for Botak..

There seems to be some new girls around at work place...

Not much crowd today...

But there lots of girls today...

Damn...

Blocking my way...

As usual...

We went for supper after work...

Frog leg for supper....

Second Chance

Long Ago I knew you, And every memory I shared with you And how painful sometimes it is to remember Every Word Every Day Every Time I was with you And how close I felt to something special Something deep inside You were a part of me You had a part of My Soul My Heart My Mind And how every day I got up 'cause of you And everyday I couldn't wait to see you And how I regret those days I kept my silence And how I wish I would have said something said anything, to make you understand And then we left We stopped talking It was my fault. It was. And how I wish I could change that. And how sometimes late at night, I can't fall asleep cause I wish you were here And how I wrap myself so closely with that blanket you used Just to remember Just to feel something to feel a part of you And how sometimes I lay lavishing myself in tears Waiting, Longing, Yearning to feel your touch Just to be with you Just to hold you Just to kiss you.....once And how some mornings I wake up reaching out for you but you're not there And sometimes I imagine that you care And how once in a while I fantasize we'll talk once again And how I wish I could take my second chance to be near you.

Bad Day

Headed down to Raffle City...

Pass Grace her stuff..

Then headed down to work...

Ricky Off today....

Haizz...

So Bored...

Looking at the Girls at my work place...

I feel sick man...

After work, headed down to Momo...

Lone Wolf

" To soar like an eagle " " To float like a feather " are just two ways I've heard people say that love makes them feel The times that I said " I love you " I felt like a wolf seeing the moon I feel like I have come from the darkness into the light of the moon but could do no more... I could see and feel it's light, and yet... never know it's touch or even its pure warmth I merely know its affect on others From where I was I could not reach it but I could see the birds flying to it Being so close to it and yet... still to far. Alas, all I could do was watch the others See, feel, and absorb the light without me Then when I look around and see no one I finally understand, I am truly alone......

Late!

Was late for work today...

Heks...

Was been fucked by my boss....

But i got a excuse for it yeah!

There wasn't much customer around after 1.40am...

Leaving with only two room occupied...

At first, i thought we could end early today...

But there one customer to refuse to go off...

Stay till the end of it...

3am.....

Then we went for supper at Geylang...

Me, Botak and Ricky!

Longing To Forget

Your music moved me Did things to my soul to make me love you My facade would crumble under your uncanny touch Slow Like Molasses Bittersweet in December I never meant to draw you in... Yet I don't think I can forget What my heart longs to forget... Cold walks in the rain The summertime moon And coffee at noon - it moved me My dirty laundry in your hands Whose eyes was I seeing you through? Sweet angel you could have been perfect But I didn't have the strength to hold you down. And I don't think I'll ever forget What this soul yearns to forget... Cold walks in the rain The summertime moon And coffee at noon. You moved me.

Busy Day

Went to work at 6pm...

Phew....

The place was farking pack....

Wonder why is so pack on a Monday...

Hmmm....

All those Tiko Uncle....

After work we went for supper at Geylang...

Wanted to have Thai food...

But the vendor had went back to Thailand....

If I Could Let You Know

If I could let you know The star that used to be ours Doesn't shine anymore How much I miss the way you used to kiss The nights we shred filled with joy and bliss If I could let you know The soft warm breeze that used to blow around me Is now gone and cold If I could let you know The flowers in my way Don't bloom like before Ever since the destiny took you away If I could let you know How much I appreciate the time When we were one The days when you were mine When everything around us was filled with life We were louder than love But I guess the heavens from up above didn't accept us falling in love I guess we wasn't meant to be but why did you come to me? I guess the destiny is the one to blame If I could let you know That I love you and that I miss you My beautiful angel and that if we couldn't be in this crazy world together Someday I will be up there with you forever.

First Day

It was the first day of work...

Well...

Is a starting for my night life job...

Hmmm.....

This won't be a permant job for me...

The most i will be in this line will be 1 year.

I working there for the sake of the high pay....

After The Fall

I see you in my sleep You haunt me like a ghost I dream of our moment together and my heart seems to fall Why doust thou Romeo cause me such pain? Or is it my soul that screams for such tragedy? I feel strangely numb and tears blind my eyes I am a puppet and I lay there in a coma With nothing to keep me wake I feel like walking away, maybe it'll be easier But so much of me wants to stay For me love is an elixir and you've given me a taste Then you disappear from my fairytale And leave me alone in the closet I wake up from my coma Still hearing your soothing voice Still seeing your handsome face Still feeling your gentle touch Although I feel such pain and I know that I have a long road to recovery I feel a sense of peace through my aching body

Rykiel

Waited for Zi Jie and Pei Pei to come over my house...

We meeting up to go Punggol...

Today was Rykiel One Month Old...

Heks...



Rykiel was Kenny Daugther...

Was kind of shocked when Chris call and ask to head down to Momo..

For what i know Chris isn't a Clubber...

It had been ages since he last club...

So agreed with it...

Meeting him 11.30pm at Momo...

But he, Trixy and Yijun was late....

I'm meeting Joy and Karen there also...




Was drunk that day...

All Thanks to Songster!

Broken Heart

I know you have been hurt But you've also been there for me Wish I couldn't see or feel Your needs I could heal so easily My pain hurts so much I know where you've been If I could only have one wish It would be for you to let me in We will both sit and wait Until our hearts grow old I can only pray and hope One day I'll be the one you hold Of all the times that we could be I think that you and I Could have had a real chance I think it was meant to be Over times we've both changed Our kids have gone too Still live our separate ways Can't help but look back on all the olden days It's many years later, still wondering why We never did it, we never did try Life is so precious and much too short To both live like this, both with a broken heart . . .

Boring

Went to get my stuff done...

Get my hair cut and colour..

Was down at Suntec....

Meeting my Insurance agent...

Then meet up with Botak...

Went to have our meal...

Meet up with the rest of the group at Momo....

Lost

So he sits and thinks Of who he wants to be What's inside of him He can't even see. He's life so perfect Has always been his dream - Something to never happen, Or at least it seems. If only he could have Just that one special chance To fall in love again With just one glance. The hurt, the pain Has dulled he light Cause the love of his life Didn't treat him right. Why did she make him cry Why couldn't she even try Why couldn't she tell him why So many times, She said Goodbye

Lion Dance

Went for my Lion Dance Performance in the Morning...

Was kinda a shag day man...

It started at 11am till 5pm...

The sun was damn bloody hot man...