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Monday, May 29, 2006

Once Again

I promised myself I'd never fall once more,

The look in his eye I would just ignore.

I tried not to notice the gentle way he touched my skin,

My heart, I knew, I would not let him win.

Then something happened, and I finally let go,

I let him love me, and loved him more than he'll ever know.

Once it just took his smile to warm my heart,

And never could I imagine us being apart.

He showed me how love was meant to be,

And truly he meant everything to me.

I'm not sure when things started to go wrong,

I thought we could get through, If only I was strong.

But somehow everything I said was never quite right,

Never could I make him listen, though I tried with all my might.

He would just keep drinking, no matter how I cried,

And say he did not care if our love lived or died.

I vowed I would stay by his side forever,

No matter what happened, I would leave him never.

I stood by and watched him waste away,

I tried to stop him, but there was nothing I could say.

I finally realized there was nothing I could do,

And I knew our relationship was really through.

I said good- bye and walked to the door,

As he watched me go, his bottle hit the floor.

For the first time ever I watched a tear cross his eye,

He looked at me and asked, "Why can't you try? "

I walked away that day, promising, once again,

Never will I let anyone break my heart, once
again.

Sorry For the Short Entry

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Finger Art

Nice art work man~ See what they can do with just a finger~

Sunday, May 28, 2006

I Will Miss You

I thought before I first saw you,
I knew what love was.
That, I later found, to be false.
You showed me the meaning of True love.

I loved you with all my heart,
I gave you everything I had to give.
I thought our loved would last a lifetime,
I was the only one, though,

You already knew it wouldn't be forever.
You tried to tell me.
I always chose not to listen.
I only heard what my heart was telling me.

If I could go back in time and change things,
I wouldn't. I always want the memories
of you and I together, the way we were -
Happy for the most part.

I love you still,
And I always will.
But today my life starts over,
Starts over without you.

This will be a tough journey for me,
But I know I will make it.

Life does go on.

Sunday Is Family Day

Well.. Like i had say, Sunday is Family day.. Haaz.. Think I'm having mood swing.. Haizz.. No idea whats was wrong..

This sunday was a simple and relaxing day for me.. Was home the whole day, playing with my cousin, doing some of my work...

Was trying to get my work done with, so i can hand it over to the person.. But due to the mood i was having, simply not getting me anyway..

Order Macdonarld, when i realise i had not taken any bite since i woke up.. Order a Mcspicy meal, six pieces nugget and the *new* pepper drumlet.. It wasn't that amazing like is was shown in the ad..

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Saturday, May 27, 2006

Why Did You Pick Me

I don't know how you do it,
The way you make me feel
Like I was some type of fruit peel
You would toss to the side
and later throw away.

You picked me from the others -
Oh, why did you pick me?
So you could reveal the inside,
What is hidden deep within me.
All the ugly scars that you couldn't see.

Exploit me to the world,
So it could disassemble me,
Then come running back to pick me up
To put me back together,
Just the way you wanted me.

Oh yes, you are my savior,
To be right there for me.
And when you fall asleep tonight,
With your back turned to me,
I will show you my appreciation

For all you have done for me.

Moodless

Damn! Is another day being occupied by the lion dance thingy.. Geez~ Three days straight! Argh~~

Somehow we all agreed to just go and watch rather to help out. Giving excuse we still got stuff to attend to.. Hekss.. Therefore we are there just to look, ain't got to change and help out. So it mean we can go off any time yea!

We are heading down to Club Momo tonight.. But most of the guys are either to tired from work or they got to work the next day.. Leaving with me, Ben and Meh Meh going only..

Was there watching till 11pm, then headed back to Eunos while Ben get shower and change.. Meeting Meh Meh 12am at the entrance of Club Momo..

Was waiting for Meh Meh, hence i gave MeiLing a call.. She coming down also! Halfway thru the call, Meh arrival.. So we headed for the queue...

Was suprize to see there aint much people inside yea.. Maybe is just too early.. Saw lots of friends around.. But somehow i don't seem to have the mood to club.. Simply no idea why this is happening..

Was there the whole day standing, can't even bother to dance.. Too bored!! Decided to leave the place at 2.20am.. Head home, shower and carried on with my online movies~

Woman Woman

Woman on phone
A woman wanted to reach her husband on his mobile phone but discovered that she was out of credit. She instructed her son to use his own phone to pass across an urgent message to his daddy who was on-site.

After junior had called, he got back to mummy to inform her that there was a lady that picked up daddy's phone the three times he tried reaching dad on the mobile.

Women!!!

She waited impatiently for her husband to return from work ! and upon seeing him in the driveway, she rushed out and gave him a tight slap, and she slapped him again, for good measure.

People from the neighborhood rushed around to find out what the cause of the commotion was.

The woman asked junior to tell everybody what the lady said to him when he called.

Junior said "The subscriber you have dialed is not available at moment. Please try again later"...

Friday, May 26, 2006

You To Me

Like water
You are to me . . .
I have seen you
Rage like the sea.
And I have seen you
In placidity.
I'm frightened of your depths . . .
Will I float if I jump in?
I'm so very tired of seeing
Everyone else get to swim!
I gather my courage . . .
To you I run so fast . . .
As if the Devil himself were on my ass.
Blindly, I leap . . .
And all is quiet
No cries spoken . . .
As I lie on the rocks helpless
And broken.
I'd forgotten
While on shore where its safe . . .
That like water . . .
You can be cold, shallow . . .
And fake.

Clubbing Was Call Off

It was another where i need to go for my lion dance thingy~ Geez.. But we are going clubbing after it.. Since Meh Meh, suggested it.. Heks..

Somehow i wasn't in the mood to go for the lion dance.. We are helping out with other dance troupe.. Just a 10 mins walk away from my house.. Haizz~

Suppose to reach by 7pm.. But like i say, i was kind of in the mood.. Therefore i took my time to get myslf prepare.. Heks.. When things was all done, is was already 8.30pm.

So i got change and head down.. Change into shorts, T-shirt and slipper(By right must wear shoe)! Haa~ Reckon they will thought of me wearing slipper yea? Heks.. So without wearing shoes mean i ain't need to help out! Then i can just stand there and watch..

It wasn't startin yet when i reach.. Geez.. At first i was thinking it might be ending by the time i go down.. Shit! Think i miss calculated.. Haiz.. It was already 10.48pm, and is not ending yet.. Goodness~

All things came to an end 20 mins to 12am.. The clubbing was called off, due to the lion dance thingy ended so late.. As most of us still need to head home and change, and some is working 10am the very next day..

Went for supper, then home.. Haizzz~ Boring Day!!!

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Pls follow the guide.

1. First close one of your eye.

2. Move your mouse point at the red '!".

3. Right click at the !.

4. Then go (select all).

5. Then u'll see the result.


Stupid !

People ask you to do something and u do it without applying your mind =)

YOur eye sight is allright,But YoUr Mind has gOt Problem hehehehe ..Ha..HA..HA..!!!

Pls don't b angry ...

I am a VICTIM also..

iF U FELL UNHAPPY THEN SEND IT TO YOUR BEST FRIEND ..

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Internal Roamer

Silence fills my mind. I drift off into dreams of you and i.
I feel so content now, nothing acting out.

Just my imagination leading me to where I love to be.
Your presence is with me now.
Spiritually you invade me.
My body, mind and soul keep you locked up inside
to roam about as you please.
You invade my most intimate places.
You fiercely flow through the blood in
my heart like a disease I'm not immune to.

Making your way through every pore in my body,
I try to keep you locked up within me.

My tear ducts begin to burn as I feel you leave me.
You make your way out.
Blood flows like lonely rain from my eyes.

The touch of your fingertips felt on my cheek
in the blood that makes its way down to my mouth.

I taste you, sweeter than any summer rain.
My tongue sponges up the taste of dreams, memories,
love and passion as that we've shared in reality.

I'm so empty now. I've swallowed the last of you.
No more feelings, can't even speak of that word, it has left me.
No meaning at all. You're gone!

Poor Services At BBDC

Heard from Trixy Mei that lilo is sick.. Haizz... Poor little girl.. Hope she get well soon yea!

Meeting up with Alban and WeiLi, 3pm at Paya Lebar, we are going to BBDC to book for our Class 4 test.. I was kind of late, cause i head back home halfway thru waiting for the bus, as i forgot to take my PDL. Hence Alban drove to my house and pick me up.. You know what? WeiLi forgot to bring his PDL.. As he think is not necessary.

We need to get registed before we could book for the test, and we had to pay $25.25 for it. When was there trying to get the form fill.. PDL expire date was require, and you need to show them as a proof, before they let u book for your test. So we ask the Staff at Customer Services Counter..

Damn.. The Staff we spoke to was DAMN FUCKING ATTITUDE!!

FUCKING BITCH~!

I feel like giving a slap on the face.. FUCKER!! Can't you just talk or explain things properly? Do you have to show your attitude? We are ain't sure therefore we ask for your help, that's why your are employ to be there. Your job scope is to help with the question we ain't know. I ain't sure about it, therefore i ask.. If i would have know, you think i will want to bother you? Don't give me that fucking attitude! I don't owe you any shit nor i've offend you!

If i ain't stopped by Alban, i fucking sure i will create a scence there.. I will fucking show you what's call attitude. I ain't gonna lose out! Then i lodge a complaint to the BBDC.. Please kindly use your brain to think instead of using your arse.. Spoilt my day man! Duhz~

We manage to register, but due to Weili forgot to bring his PDL, he can't book for a test date.. We didn't get a test date for it, as we wanted to have the same test date.. Untill he fax the copied PDL to them, then we shall book the test date online.

Headed down to Eunos, having out dinner there.. And meeting the rest of them, cause we will be helping out will other dance troupe later on.. Getting done we went down to Macpherson C.C.

After everything, it was around 11pm.. Damn.. What a day.. Went for supper, then head straight home, shower, concuss... It had been a shag day..

Two Nuns

There were two nuns...

One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM),

and the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL).

It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent.

SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for
the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants.

SL: It's logical. He wants to rape us.

SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes
at the most! What can we do?

SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster.

SM: It's not working.

SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only
logical thing. He started to walk faster, too.

SM: So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute.

SL: The only logical thing we can do is split. You go that way and
I'll go this way. He cannot follow us both.

So the man decided to follow Sister Logical.


Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried about what has
happened to Sister Logical.

Then Sister Logical arrives.

SM: Sister Logical! Thank God you are here! Tell me what happened!

SL: The only logical thing happened. The man couldn't follow us both, so
he followed me





SM: Yes, yes! But what happened then?

SL: The only logical thing happened. I started to run as fast as I could
and he started to run as fast as he could.

SM: And?

SL: The only logical thing happened. He reached me.

SM: Oh, dear! What did you do?

SL: The only logical thing to do. I lifted my dress up.

SM: Oh, Sister! What did the man do?

SL: The only logical thing to do. He pulled down his pants.

SM: Oh, no! What happened then?

SL: Isn't it logical, Sister?
A nun with her dress up can run faster than a man with his pants down.

And for those of you who thought it would be dirty,

I'll pray for you!

Toyota VIOS For The Wife

A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady forty miles per hour.

The wife is behind the wheel.

Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice.

He says.

"Darling.... I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce."

The wife says nothing,keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 45 mph.

The husband speaks again.

"I don't want you to try and talk me out of it," he says,

"Because I've been having an affair with your best friend, and she's a far better lover than you are."

Again the wife stays quiet, but grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed to 55.

He pushes his luck.

"I want the house," he says insistently.

Speed went up to 60.

"I want the car, too," he continues.

Then 65 mph.

"And," he says,

"I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards and the boat."

The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge.

This makes him a wee bit nervous,

so he asks her: "Isn't there anything you want?"

The wife at last replies - in a quiet and controlled voice.

"No, I've got everything I need." she says.

"Oh, really?" he inquires, "so what have you got?"

Just before they slam into the wall at 75 mph, the wife turns to him and smiles

"The airbag."

Never underestimate how a woman thinks.

Moral of the story: buy Toyota VIOS - it has only one airbag (for the driver only).

The husband surely dies and the wife gets everything!

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Gone

The garden gate still swings the same,
The garden path stills winds its way,
Nothing's changed in the trees and the flowers,
Since the day you went away.

The door still opens and closes
And doesn't care that you're gone,
The curtains still open gladly
And the windows, to let in the sun

The carpets still are lying,
And the three- piece suite's in place,
And the mirror in the hallway's said nothing,
Now it does not reflect your face

The fire still burns brightly,
And the piano is still in tune,
And the electric bulb when switched on,
Still starkly lights the room

The newspaper boy still turns up
And the newspaper it does to,
But he no longer posts that glossy magazine,
That he used to bring for you

And the chilled pints of milk,
Safe in the icy packages printed blue,
Have never asked why now they were bought for one,
When once they were bought for two.

The flowers in the garden border,
Still lean and tremble and sway,
And have long since forgiven you,
For cutting some of them away

And the bedroom clock ticks loudly on,
Marking each passing hour,
And the bathroom cabinet keeps secret its memories,
Of watching you take a shower

No, nothing's changed since you went,
The wardrobe doesn't miss your clothes
And there's no sign of my memories of you,
I've hidden all of those

And you won't come again,
And we won't care that you do not,
Me, my house and garden,
Well survive with what we've got

Or at least I thought it was so,
Until last night through the open door,
I heard my beds soft sheets crying quietly,
Because you were no more

I Was Late For My Interview

I was sleeping soundly, having a good dream i think.. Was waken by the call from Carol(my so call god mom).. Lying down on my bed, answering the call.

Carol: Er zi! You still sleeping uh?

Qing: Ya! Waking up now~

Carol: Thought you told me, you got stuff to do in the morning?

Qing: Ya! Went to send off plane in the middle of the night...

Qing: And i got a interview at 2pm later..

Carol: 2pm?? Is already 2.15pm now.. You still at home?

Was damn shock.. Quickly rose from my bed..

Qing: Uh? Oh~ I going now lor~ Call you back!

Qing: Got to run.. I'm LATE!!!

Carol: OkOk...

Run out of my room, shower and dash out of the house.. Argh~ Hope i could get a cab fast.. Geez.. I'm freaking late for it. Think that's ain't any chance of getting employ..

Reach there at 3.05pm.. Call the person in charge(William), told him i was waiting for him in the lobby.. Ask me to wait, while he head out to find me.. Waited for 20mins before he arrived.. Getting the form fill, telling me detail of the job scope.. Then he ask whether i got any question to ask.

Qing: UmMm... Think i got things i need to tell you first.

William: Like?

Qing: I got tattoo...
( i was wearing long sleeve)

William: Was the big deal about it? I got tattoo myself..

Qing: But my is whole body~ =P

William: Wow~ What? You " Ang Kong Kia " uh?

Qing: No..

William: Not a issue about it..

Haaz... Think i got the job yea! He promise he will call me back in a week time, telling me when to start work. Most probably starting of June~ Yeah!!!!

Meeting up with Carol and WeiLi at Suntec.. Carol wanted to get some stuff there.. Took a cab down to Suntec, on the way i call them up.. Guess what? They are not ready yet! And WeiLi going for a hair with Kai Qi at 5pm.. Damn! Think i have to be there waiting..

@#@!@$%%$#@#$%^%$#@

Reach Suntec at 4.10pm, was like a idiot walking round and round all by myself. Carol reach at 6pm, then went to shop around with her.. Went to get the Voodoo doll she wanted, bought her cosmetic and stuff for her pet..

Finally the arrival of Weili around 7pm.. Heks.. Went to have our dinner.. Was so lost, no idea what to do next.. Carol suggest for some mahjong. But our mahjong kaki Mouse had started work, Jia Mei working morning shift the next day. So no choice got to call up the others..

Kai Qi - Accompany girlfriend

Jack - Claim to be broke

Ben - Never pick up my call

Kai Ming - No reply either

Haizz... Actually there more of them, but we drop the idea of playing.. Carol was going down to Everton, me and WeiLi went down to Kallang and look for Alban, then down to Geylang Lorong 3. Weili need help on shifting some stuff from his dance troupe back to his house..

Meet up with Alban at the nearby coffee shop.. Then Ben came to meet us up... Yada.. Yada.. Head downt to Lorong 3, continue to yada yada.. Alban going to visit Shan Shan(his brother's wife) at the hospital.. His brother Mr Kenny is there also.. Shan Shan is in labour soon, had been in pain for more then 12 hours...

So we load up the stuff to Ben vehicle, leaving to WeiLi house. And for Alban, he heading to the hospital straight... Help WeiLi to get the stuffs to his house. then Ben send me home...

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